goodness gracious;

claudia;;

i'll probably love you if you talk to me so you should talk to me

and i would give all this and heaven too i would give it all if only for a moment that i could just understand the meaning of the word you see;

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Castiel knows Jessica Moore.

Not personally - though, he would have rather liked that - but he knows her in the way Sam’s expression contorts into different emotions at different times of conversations. 

He knows her in the way Sam smiles fondly when he speaks of his love for homemade cookies; he knows her in the way his expression is pain stricken when the possibility of a young woman with dreams could die due to their monster-of-the-week; he knows her in the way Sam sometimes stares quietly at The Catcher in the Rye, his eyes dancing with longing, not registering a word of the novel.

He knows her in the way Sam’s eyes glaze over as he stares at the moving fire in the fire place; knows her in the way he fights Dean when he brings her up in any shape, way or form; knows her in the way he sometimes slips as says Jess used to say; or when he slips even further, and replaces Amelia’s or Sarah’s name with Jess’s; he knows her when he wakes up quietly from a nightmare with tear-stained cheeks; in the way Castiel wills him to sleep and dream of happiness, and Sam dreams of her.

Castiel knows Jessica Moore.

And he misses her, too.

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